It’s Just Justin

The Other Night

SO just the other night, last night, Dave, Britany and I went to see I Heart Huckabees. I really liked the movie. It made me oddly optimistic and just in such a fabulous mood. I am definitely going to buy that movie. It is so rare that a movie is able to do that for me and when I find those movies I just have to have them.

Afterwards we went to Waffle House where I was offered a job and where I ate an interesting, to say the least, mid-night breakfast. The waitstaff there were just great haha. Quite fun.

Afterwards we raced some cars much better suited to race than mine. I totally lost but it was fun anyways haha. They smoked me like a brisket. We just walked around Wal-Mart for a bit and then we went back to Dave and Britany’s. We played mind games with the drunks below their window and I met Dave’s ex-boyfriend who was… interesting. We talked for hours on his couch, it was really nice. I could stare into his eyes for hours… that is weird for me.

It does not nearly remind me of Geoffrey though. When I stared into Geoffrey’s eyes, everything else reflecting from his eyes seemed so beautiful. He saw me as beautiful, I saw him as beautiful, but only when looking into his eyes, seeing myself relfecting from them, did I ever truly feel beautiful. God I miss doing that… Geoff and I did have a fun time though the other night. Things at times got a little “iffy” but we got through them before there were any large problems. I am in love with him but I cannot let myself not try other people right? I mean, I want to be happy and I want to be emotionally intimate with other guys but always behind me will be Geoff. the love of my life, or at least I think he is.

Hmmm… came out to Jena today, it was nice. She is coming with me to Chicago which is going to be great.

Anyways, I am off to bed, I have a doctors appointment at 8:00 AM so I need some sleep.

p.s. i love the osbournes!

Oh wait! Did you see Beyonce’s performances tonight at the Oscars?! She was amazing. I am goign to find a way to rip the songs from our TiVO and put them onto my journal. It was just so awing.

Much love… Love to you all

-justin

So Pimps and Hoes, Finally

I am just going to post pictures and then kind of explain them, how does that sound? Ok, so here I go!

So here you see the girls dressed up to the… well not the “T’s” as they say… However, they were definitely dressed to the part, and part does have a “t” in it!

Next up, Nissa and Patrick. Those two hoes! Patrick was looking fantastic with his pink shirt, black boxer briefs and, yes that is a condom armband.

So one of my favorite breeders of all time, Jason. He is so cute inside and out. He has helped fend off the evil homophobes and “dirty mexicans” of the past and after Friday night he rocks even more! He had a thing for Rosa, I got him her number, w00t!

Oh, the birthday girl and her beau, Trent. She looked beautiful and Trent certainly ran with his role as a pimp. His outfit was outrageously perfect.

Rosa, perhaps the most sultry woman I have ever met. She had my eyes rolling as she seduced me on the bed… she ripped off my shirt and wrote her name and number on my chest. I could not believe it! Of course next to her is Will who was going as a transvestite.. i hope haha. He sure did not look like a lady hehe. But boy was he a blast, especially when Sophie Ellis Baxtor came on.

Ryan and Jim looked awesome! Jim has never looked better as a woman than that night. Ryan was quite the cowboy, can’t wait to see him for the Cowboys and Cowgirls party…

So Katie and Meghan both looked fab that night. I really liked Katie’s top, whatta ya think? Meghan to me looked like Gena Davis.

Zach and his girlfriend would make the most beautiful babies. His smile just melts me! They showed up the next morning to help us clean up, how sweet was that? He is another one of my protectors.

I honestly just have no idea what was going on in this picture. I post it simply because I don’t have a clue what that boy was doing!

Gus showed up with three very cute boys, especially the two on the right! I don’t remember their names, imagine that, but I can say that they were beautiful and apparently awesome dancers as at least two of them are dance teachers for the Kronke’s.

Oh My God Sara! She is so hot, one of my NACA girls. She has the perfect everything, voice, eyes, smile, brain, personality and body. I just cannot get enough of her. I wish she could see just how beautiful she is but alas, she is one of those that will never admit how amazing they are.

Dave, Paul and Joel. I think Dave is just plain hot. Paul was so cute as a cabin boy, I really enjoy him and his views on life. He is optimistic, pure and just fantastic. On the far right is Joel of course. I met him through Persephone/Kevin. He is such a nice guy and definitely has a style all his own.

Two of my favorite people! Trent and Jenny, what a pair-o-siblings. (something right now reminds me of calling Geoff over Thanksgiving while I was at the grocery store with my mother. Weird right? I regret taht call because it was not as happy as I had wanted to be, however I would live that conversation all over again because we ended it by saying together, “I love you”).

So I do not think I know any of these girls’ names but they looked great!

Imagine a game that required verbal skills, coordination, speed and memory… now make it a drinking game. What should we call it? What the Fuck!

Katie’s sister and Katie’s roommate and an Evans girl (I think) and Katie herself showed up to the party, a little late but they looked great. Katie’s little sister just rocked my world.

Well it was only a matter of time before the dancing started. I am not sure what song was playing but I tell you what, whenever Cher would come on, everyone, gay or straight, seemed to get life into their legs.

It is not surprising, but sometimes amazing, how the party always ends up in my bedroom. I really should take pictures of how it is re-arranged, I enjoy its new layout, as small a change as it was.

So I don’t like to say this but… Kevin just did not look that great during Pimps and Hoes. Normally his hair is so beautiful, so soft, so fun and perfect but it is flat and slicked down… He just looks worn out, I hope he is ok. Colin never seems to change hehe. However, Libby looked fantastic!

I really enjoyed the company of these people. Brittany, Dave, Libby and … well damn, what was her name?! Monster! Haha, so Dave is a great kisser… and he has a fantastic body and I got to make out with him! It was amazing. I also gave him a little “taste” of things… I guess he really gave me more of a taste of things but you know how that goes right?! LoL! He is just beautiful, is it ok for me to write that? I would be such a ho if I had his body haha… I really want his body, as long as I can not be a ho. hehe

Ok, so that is all! Had a wonderful time, perhaps the best party I have attended here at The Brothel!

Pimps and Hoes v 2.0

Ok, so last night was absolutely a blast. I will write more later, I promise! Lots of pictures too even.

-justin

So Randomness Right?

Last night was planned out to be as follows…

Justin and the girls finish watching our show and then off to study. After that I was going to go to Jim’s place to spend the night in his extra bed for fun and to keep him company. But what happened?

Patrick and Will show up to celebrate Patrick’s end of his rule as RHA president. That was fine and all. So they came over and had a few drinks. I was not wanting all of that but I am a sucker…

Anyways, it was a fun time. We initiated Will and Kevin into the Brothel

Will is just so cute and Kevin has a fabulous personality. Sadly things got a little odd…

For the past few weeks Patrick has been really odd around me. He used to be really flirty and nice but the past few weeks he has become stale and cold. I don’t know what is causing it except of the one option that is the reason all guys stop taking interest in me… He likes someone else.

Honestly, that should not bother me. I am not interested in having a relationship with him and I am not interested in having a “fuck buddy” with anyone (well there is this one person but we all know who he is haha). I feel like he wants this other guy, but he won’t just tell me. It would make me feel better if he would just tell me he is no longer interested so that I don’t feel awkward.

In addition to that, he thought, and maybe thinks, that I said something to someone he obviously has a crush on… I did not say this thing at all. Bottom line, end of story, I did not say anything. So if you are reading this, don’t worry because I did not say anything, truth me.

Anyways, here is a fun picture from last night. I really am glad they came over, it makes me feel better about myself knowing that I have friends.

(interjection, holy crap Huff’s mother is making out with Huff’s best friend (she is like 60 and he is like 40) and it is freaking me out!!!)

Ok, here’s the picture;

So we had a really good time and everyone left at a decent hour so it did not keep me up late which was fantastic.

So after everyone else left, Jim and I went to Steak ‘n Shake and had a great little midnight snack. We then went to his dorm room, finished our chocolate milkshakes and had fun talk time. It reminded me of the time Geoff and I would have each night in our dorm room. It really was one of the fondest memories of my life, our late night talks each night. And when we started reading to each other… that was so cute haha!

Anyways, we went to sleep, it felt so odd being back into a dorm bed. I think Jim and I are going to raise up that extra bed so that Ryan can come over and, with the beds pushed together, sleep together and just be fabulously… together. I love the two of them.

So this morning I dropped Jim off kind of close to his first class and then later met them up for lunch at Mark Twain. I think I saw Geoff’s new boyfriend, he has very friendly eyes

Ha ha, so I just LOVE this show Huff! I cannot get enough of it. It is crazy wonderful.

I am in the mood to talk about Geoff. I can only say, “LoL” because he rocks and he deserves to get what he wants. I know some peopel will give me a hard time for saying how wonderful Geoff is and that I want him to be happy. WHy is that so wrong? That is right, it is not wrong, it is totally right for a friend to want his friend happy right? hehe

Anyways, I am looking forward to this weekend. Oh dear I love this show!

Back to Huff and then to re-arrange my bedroom.

Much love to all!

Oh, and this reminds me of my old diamond. You know, they say that diamonds live forever…

Sitting, Huff, Yay

So I am on teh couch watching Huff with Nissa, Jenny and Meghan… and at the same time I am watching my neighbor and her hot boyfriend make dinner. I wish I had a hot boyfriend to make dinner with haha. They are so cute together.

Nissa has done something to her back and I have done something to my foot… either way we are both in pain.

I had a great time with Geoff the other day… apparenly I have a nickname now. haha.

Well back to the show, it has gotten even more interesting!