Omen?
I sure hope that is not a symbolic gesture of the rest of my day… 666, why oh why?!
LoL time to go to class, gosh darn I am starving!
Predict Predicaments to Gather Gumption to Prepare Pardons
I just don’t know what to do. How often have I written that in my journal? Love him or leave him? Love him and leave him? Love him but don’t leave him? Whichever is it?
I miss Joseph. I miss Melissa and Jena. I miss Trina and Ruth and Merideth and Natalie. I miss Jeanne and Jeanie. I miss David and David and Bret and I miss Grace. I miss Darryl. I miss my Texans.
Rent, the Movie
I am thrilled about this movie coming out. Even if it has an extra scene (jim… hehe)
Secretly… I only saw Rent once, it was in New York with my mom. I only saw it once because I could’nt handle the truth…
Do I Even Have the Thyme for This?
I really want to get back into cooking all of my meals, they taste so much better, it is relaxing and fun, helps increase brain power and problem solving (yeppers) but most of all, it is cheap and a great way to make friends. Alas I don’t have a kitchen enough to make large dinners, not like my old place where we had all the appliances, much less my the kitchen I was used to back home (Tulsa, Houston) where I don’t believe anything was missing… I don’t even have dried herbs here, no vinegar, no quality meats and cheeses… My refridgerator looks like it belongs to some college kid, and that is disgusting. Of course I am a college kid, one who battles an inability to purchase food for himself for fear of consuming it all… Yeah, I realize it will be consumed over a long period of time, the initial purchase is daunting… Anyways.
It is high time I updated.
Look at this right? I was helping my dad in the living room and out of my throw dropped this ginormous spider.
This thing was as large as he was fast. As Seth would spout, “This is sooooo not ok!”.
Seth… he is vulnerable… just remembered his, well anyways, back to posting.
I have to leave for class in thirty minutes, yikes! Still have to shower haha.
I have health insurance again! Yay, so now I can go to the doctor with my chest pains and breathing trouble. Sounds like a good idea.
Love my camera phone. Wish it handled color better, especially red, something even film has trouble with.
Love = Death? I think I agree. It is love and the loss of love that has made me most upset. Suicidal or wishing for some sort of end was common for me after the great breakup of 2004. Holy hell, it really has been that long. I wish I could totally get over it, I think deep down I am but sometimes, scratch my soft surface and it will come out.
There is this thought riot going on here soon entitled just that, I plan on attending.
Started a new class last night, criminal law class. Not sure if I will fit in, most of the people in the class as in police academy, but the teacher is a lawyer and since I want to be a lawyer… he said it was a good class to take.
There is this one guy in the class, incredibly smart, but kind of freaky. He smells such a familar smell. Ever notice how there is always that faint cigerette smell in airports? He smells like that. Just like an airport. He also wrote down my full name on his note pad, my name alone. Uh….
Originally I was going to rant about Dell’s awful customer service but things quickly turned around and now I am going to rant about their awesome service haha.
I broke my laptop’s monitor sensor (turns off the screen when you close the laptop) using my iPod shuffle, freak accident right? It is this tiny peice of cheap grey plastic, just a stick really, about 1/8″ long…
I asked if Dell coudl send it to me, they said no. Instead they are giving me an entirely new monitor and they are sending a technician to my house to do it up style. How crazy is that? I guess I have that special warranty, though I coudl swear I opted out of it. Nevermindthat, so glad I have a Dell, dude, get one! (Or a mac, they are so cute and fun!)
My dad drove to me my old car from high school, my Honda Accord. At first I was totally bummed not having my beautiful Mazda, but now I am remembering how much I love Honda’s. Yay!
I am not going to be in Columbia this weekend because the minors at work, well not all of them but most, never turned in their work permits (well they have now but it is too late) and I have to work through my five day vacation! I am so ticked off, it was almost enough for me to just quit then and there. How can a company approve time off and fifteen minutes later take it back? I turned in the request some two-three weeks early!
So I have now acquired $108 million. Something like $20,000 a month in interest alone! I am so happy.
Actually, that is what I want. So if anyone wants to send it my way, I could really put it to some good use!
Did you read how president Bush asked Condi Rice for a potty break at a conference? haha, fabulous.
Remember me writing about the adorable English fellow a few weeks back? I saw him again yesterday, with a bunch of guys. He smiled at me, he made a gesture to site down, he also lost his british accent completely?! What the hell was that. I say no to drugs and posers, I took my smoothie elsewhere.
I am such a freak for thin emo guys… especially if they are red-heads, but I am very particular about my redheads so not all need to even attempt to apply!
I have been chatting with Jim more lately and talked to Jenny a good while last night, it was so nice! My nearly entire population of friends (Mike) is/are going to Las Vegas today, whatever am I going to do?!
Oh, and some people still don’t know that I don’t live in Columbia anymore… how whack is that? Oh well.
realized that I am not afraid of dying, I am afraid of not leaving an empact on this earth as much as it has left on me.
Justin Domination 9-20-05
I’ve now touched Iran, Mexico, Belgium, Colorado…
Real update tonight covering the fiascos at work, the ginormous spider that attacked me and my dad, my “new” car, why I am not going to be in Columbia this weekend, my 108 million dollar windfall, president bush, that cute british guy and why I love thin emo’s.
There’s more of course, but right now, focus on my domination of the world, muhahahahaha… And this delicious bagel I just had at Wolf Coffee, where their drinks such but their bagels rock. Same goes for Flying Goat Coffee, for that matter…
Alright, time for Class number two of three for today. Class until 9:00 pm tonight! Holy tits!
Lest you be vulnerable
I need my “other” to be as vulnerable as I. I have deep, painful secrets. I have images in my mind that would make many people curl up and wish they were dead, but they are images of my reality, past and present and the debatable future. My life is nothing compared the the greater population.
There are secrets you learn about me only after really knowing me, and I mean really knowing me. Jenny, Jim, Landon, Geoff; the only people that really know some of my darker demons, and there are more that even these few don’t know. Landon of course knows me better than anyone else. Well, that might be hard to swallow for a few of my readers but there is an aspect of Landon that people, relatives, friends otherwise cannot connect.
I opened up to Dave faster than anyone else, why? I can’t really explain. I think his mistique brought it out of me.
I need someone with as many secrets to open up to me, to exchange these secrets is to deepen the connection.
Geoff and I exchanged some secrets, I obviously won’t go into them, their in our “vault”. It was powerful, a real part of why we were so in love and why we worked so well together. Some secrets, those that were’nt shared, I think are a huge reason, the reason, we really ended. For whatever reason we closed up, we ended the openess.
I can’t wait to share things with him… some day I hope we can open up that channel.
Landon and I recently let the flood gates fly wide open. And what a difference it made.
As I type this, Jim and I are talking about our recent decline in such and how we plan to do it more often…
I miss Jenny.
What Do You Do?
When you realize your best friend is an alien?
Meh, anyways, Dad is in town visiting, dropping off my old car for me. Really miss him, sure wish my family lived closer to me without me moving away haha.
Been missing Seth a lot and at the same time…
Why do I get so nervous when my dad says the word “lifestyle”?
Stat class project… not getting done. I have done way more than my part, why won’t they do anything to help?
Really enjoying the time with my dad, too bad he is only here for so short a period of time… We could get so much done if he could stay a while more.
Sleepy and stressing.
Oh yeah, and don’t even get me started on this one but
I will not be able to come to Columbia because of people I work with not doing their jobs taking away my approved vacation
Really sad, really, really missing some people. I will cry whenever I do get to see them, it might be my last trip as chances are now, never moving back to Columbia.
I’ve Got Cold Feet, literally speaking
My feet are cold and I think I have the beginnings of costochondritis; nevertheless, I shall continue my belated update to my beloved blog before I bestoy my being to bed. Accident, so sorry ;-)
Let’s go back in time a bit eh?
Hung out with Christopher the other night at his house. Such a fun time was had by all parties involved. So nice to make new friends. We basically spent the entire night lisetning to music and talking, how rad is that?!
and to be finished when i wake up…
Wow, this is terribly late. Let’s do a quick recap eh?
The parking lot at school, well the main one and the one I used every day, is no longer around. I took this picture thinking, uh yeah, 24/hr a day it will be closed? No shit. They have machines in there digging out the ground so they can put a parking garage in place of the lot. Who would even try to drive in there? There would be no way you could park, the whole place is a wreck… but just incase you do, here is your warning, you will be towed…
I went to River Rock Casino and Hopland Sho-Ka-Wah Casino. I had a total blast. With my money, I wone just under $15 off of a slot machine and five bucks. Later on I turned $50 into a lot more haha, it was of course given back to its rightful owner as the money was just a toy for me to play with. He totally wanted me to keep the profits but gross, how could I? haha, he is such an inspiring person for me.
I guess the next day I got a smoothie at Juice Shack… When I am going to do a big post, I always upload my photo’s first. This photo was uploaded and I guess I had something interesting to say about my trip to Juice Shack. All I can think of were the three lesbians on hormones with beards… what a sight for sore eyes (as they say).
Time for the money maker. I love my house and especially this part of it… My fireplace. It warms the house like no other, so beautiful and relaxing… Fire, how I love thee.
I am goign to bed, gotta wake up early tomorrow, maybe do some Bar-B-Que with Mike and finish cleaning up my house for my dad’s arrival.
Love you all
-justin
Back!
So this stupid power outage totally shutdown my site! Stupid LA pretty ppl had too many hair driers and flat irons going at one time… probably all that meth they have been cooking.
time to go, but i am back, never fear, the red team did not take me out!
New Coverage Map
World domination tour is going well! Portugal, don’t feel so safe, you and Italy are next!
Muhahahaha……………
p.s. finally finished my online homework. Now to tackle the book work, which coincidentally is also online…
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