Anniversary
Well class, what happened to me about one year from today? Think back… I think it is happening again.
Ha, See?!
So, Matt said to not listen to Callie’s advice haha, so I guess that means I should hang out with Seth tonight… tee hee… and, guess what, I’m doing it. Yikes! LMAO
Off now to see Seth… why? Meh, who knows.
Now You’re Speaking Sethanese
This afternoon, Callie and I disgust, oops, discussed why I should’nt converse with Seth, how he is a bad person for me, etc etc. You know what? He is the only person who called me today that instantly made me feel better. I called Jena and Kayla but it was the call from Seth that really helped.
I wonder why I am so hopelessly in love with so many people. Landon, Jim, Geoff, Seth… all in each their own ways, but in love, never-the-less.
Seth knew the words to say to make me feel better. Whether or not he even knows how they made me feel… Thank you so much Seth, I truly am lucky to have you in my life. As miserable as you so often make me, there are these times when your heart shows, my birthday for instance. Perhaps the best I’ve had.
I even had a good conversation about my brother, discussed me maybe moving to Massachusetts with him… A wild idea but by golly, what an interesting one. It actually has my wheels turning. Of course who knows plus when would he be moving there and all?
Ah well, I am off to bed, watching Star Trek at Mike’s while I dog/house sit. Sasha loves to annoy me, bite me, bark at me… but I can’t complain, she is way to freaking cute. Muah to Sasha haha, eeeeeeeeeeew, wet kiss! Reminds me of the good times I had living here…
Kayla
Where’s my Kayla? Lindsay? Jennifer? Jeana? Callie? Jessica? I need one of my Santa Rosa Girls and STAT!
Hey, Matt, maybe you’ll do wink wink haha. Too bad you moved so far South, I gotta be honest, the conversations around Starbucks have really gotten surprisingly one sided. We need you! haha
Oh, and about Pete’s, love their espresso drinks, just don’t like their mocha, which is made by Ghirardelli (I believe).
He is Leaving on a Jet Plane
Geoff left today for Europe… I am actually crying in my apartment right now. I love him so much and am so glad that his life has worked out so well for him. I wish we could have spent more time together… after we broke up; things between us became really distant. I regret that. Geoff, I love you and if in any point of your life you find yourself needing a shoulder, you know I’m there for you. No one can love another person more than I love you, others may succeed in matching but no one can supersede. I have a special account for emergency flights to Manchester (among other places); don’t think I won’t use some of the funds!
I love you, stay safe, stay yourself and have a blast.
Mark, special message for you; be for him what I somehow could not. You have possibly the most incredible man you will ever meet with you, do not let him go! Enjoy your stay in the good old motherland and take remember that you only live once, but in Europe you can live at least twice, live a little, make some risky decisions for the sake of adventure. Nothing teaches you more than spontaneous experiences. I know I hardly know you, but if Geoff loves you, why would I say otherwise. Love you, be safe and take care of my old “swing-set” hunter.
Dear God, this is such a hard time for me. I wish someone was here to hold me and guide me through this. Why is it causing me such sorrow to know Geoff has left? I need direction, hope and a strong arm to carry me through the next few weeks and months as I encounter several huge changes in my life. Who will be there for me? Where should I go? What should I do there? When should/shall it all happen? Why? These are just some of my questions, questions that haunt my every living existence.
Plus the one question, have I done something that has darkly tainted my future for love and a happy life? I am too afraid to find out.
And he is without me.
Jo-Jo Sushi, K-Mart Buzzz, Pete and Repeat…
I am freshly back from doing dinner and coffee with Kayla and Jeana. We went to Jo-Jo Sushi, fabulous!!! I am totally addicted to Sushi these days, craziness. We did agree however, that the next meal together will be Thai, California Thai if I have any say in it!
Earlier today, in a desperate move to find a cheap desk chair, I went to K-Mart. Yes, K-Mart. What the hell was I thinking? I felt nervous leaving my car in the lot, all alone… images of a ransacked Honda Accord flashed before my eyes. Meanwhile, K-Mart was a total bust.
I guess this bee guarded my car for me, no damage was done to the vehicle, yay!
Lucky me, Wal-Mart came through for me, I have a new, pseudo-suede office chair, yes!
Went to Best Buy for a mouse pad… the line was horrendous, two checkers and like fourty people trying to check out.
Worst part of it all, the white trash that were checking out in front of me. They kept talking about me, right in front of my face, literally. How tactless can you get? It was very uncomfortable.
Anywhoserwhatsitsandsuch… I went to Starbucks in Barnes and Nobles to say howdy to my fellow Baristas and get a tall mocha, then went to Pete’s Coffee to compare their mocha to ours. Theirs is OK but, tastes kinda like dirt, very earthy espresso. Plus their cocoa is not in the least bit sweet, could use some caramel or vanilla to sweeten it up. Starbucks definitely better. I do want to try their other offerings though. After Jo-Jo’s Sushi, the three of us, J, K and J (me) went to Aroma Roasters. Kayla had never been there!
I got… another mocha. Superb. A little sweet but only because they put caramel inside of the mocha, not on top, syrup instead of sauce.
The sign on the wall, which Kayla pointed out to me, was a total win for the night.
NOTICE TO DRUG DEALERS
All Numbers, along with the date and time dialed, from this payphone using coin, credit card and collect calls are recorded automatically and are subject to supoena by law enforcement officials
So that was great for a laugh haha. Loved it.
Another great thing tonight at Aroma’s… the music. Adrian West was the performer, a “one-man string quartet”. I bought his cd for two reasons, I thought Jenny would enjoy it and he played Micheal Jackson’s Billie Jean! So Jenny, enjoy!!!
Time to house-sit, gotta run loves, catch ya later!
Take It Slow
I love this song, Oridinary People, from John Legend. I could listen to it over, and over again. It is a song I cannot help but sing along, however awful I might sound, though I think I do just fine!
I had a sit-down with Sean my manager today. It was absolutely inspiring. I also saw Ryan today, I miss that guy. Sure wish he was’nt so poopy. I am house sitting tonight and using the pronoun “I” even more than usual.
Work was fun and very short today, only 4.5 hours, about half my usual shift haha. For serious! Was a blast working with Zeke, that kid… hahaha. Don’t even get me started on Sean. Hard to believe I was so afraid of him when I first started. He is an awesome manager and such a real and fantastic person.
I guess it is time for me to head out for Sushi with Kayla and Jeana and some Barnes and Nobles goodness. Catch you guys later!
Incredible how having a desk inspires me to post more often.
Lean Cuisine
So my dad bought me four days worth of Lean Cuisine dinners when he was out here, promised me they tasted great and were cheap enough even for me to afford haha. Turns out, he was right. These things are freaking awesome and only $2.50 each. Now, they don’t compare to what you could do from scratch, but considering the price, and the health factor (around 300 calories per meal), it’s a pretty good deal.
In other news, I love my new desk, just need a chair…
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