Holy Fuck Shit Damn Crap to Hell Calm Down!

Ok, so I am in this fucking shit ass airport in Oakland… but the cutest baby in the world is looking up at me and that makes me a little happier.

The ride here was long, thankfully Jenny talked me half the way.

I could have stayed at the Double Tree, gah to not knowing that. We were told that the shuttle only went to Day’s Inn… Bastards

Some random island with San Francisco in the background.

And this is the POS airport I am at.

All you can get for food here is Pizza or stale muffins and a smoothie. I got a smoothie. I want a sandwhich, just a simple sandwhich, and they don’t have that here. Nope, just shit food or prepacked “in flight meals” for $9.00! bullshit.

i am cursing a lot because I am stressed. I paid $7.00 to get online and damn-it-to-hell I am glad I did. I need to just vent.

Called a doctor because I am feeling worse, she said I might have meningitis. I tell my mom and she freaks out and buys a plane ticket to St. Louis. I have a doctor appointment tomorrow and I might go to the ER tonight. It all just depends. Meanwhile my mom is stressing me out, I finally got her to cancel her flight. I just want to go home alone, I don’t want people to stress me out anymore than I already am. Being sick sucks and has be already on my ends, I really don’t need anything else.

The people here herd you through like cattle. My flight is going to be packed and that has me mad too, I need space, especially if I am sick.

I am sweating in here, hope that does not mean I have a fever.

I am not normally a mad person but right now I am. I don’t like people worrying about me and it makes me mad when I cannot convince people to just forget about me, I am not worth being worried over, why can’t people see that?

I just need some stress relieving music, I wish I had kept my movies out so I coudl watch them on the plane… I left them in my luggage. I bet they lose my luggage. I am in a shitty mood right now, I apologize.

One thought on “Holy Fuck Shit Damn Crap to Hell Calm Down!

  1. i think that is the best title to any post ever. Can’t wait to see you tonight Justin! love you!

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