Singing in my Head

So without sounding like a total loser… I have had this and a few other songs similar stuck in my head for a while…

Ryan Cabrera – True

I won’t talk
I won’t breathe
I won’t move till you finally see
That you belong with me

You might think I don’t look
But deep inside in the corner of my mind
I’m attatched to you
mmmm

I’m weak, it’s true
Cause I’m afraid to know the answer
Do you want me too?
Cause my heart keeps falling faster

[chorus]
I’ve waited all my life to cross this line
To the only thing that’s true
So I will not hide
It’s time to try anything to be with you
All my life I’ve waited
This is true

You don’t know what you do
Everytime you walk into the room
I’m afraid to move

I’m weak, it’s true
I’m just scared to know the ending
Do you see me too?
Do you even know you met me?

[Chorus]
I’ve waited all my life to cross this line

To the only thing thats true
So I will not hide
It’s time to try anything to be with you
All my life I’ve waited
This is true

I know when I go
I’ll be on my way to you
The way that’s true

[chorus]
I’ve waited all my life to cross this line
To the only thing thats true
So I will not hide
It’s time to try anything to be with you
All my life I’ve waited
This is true

Gah, why is it so hard to turn off love for someone? Grrr, I hate love sometimes. I like to think that it will all work out but I don’t think it will ever work if the other person never gives you a chance.

But then I have other songs that are totally different that run through my mind. I just can’t believe those as easily because my current thoughts are that I will be alone forever.

Cher – Song for the Lonely

When you’re standing on the edge of nowhere
There’s only one way up
So your heart’s got to go there
Through the darkest night

See the light shine bright
When hero’s fall, in love or war
They live forever

[Chorus:]
This is a song – for the lonely
Can you hear me tonight
For the broken hearted, battle scared I’ll
Be by your side

And this is a song – for the lonely
When your dreams won’t come true
Can you hear this prayer
‘Coz someone’s there for you

We’ll love don’t need a reason
She can pick you up
Or leave you bleeding
I’ve seen a strong man cry

I know the reason why
We all forgive, we all forget
We just keep believing

[Chorus]

So let it find you
Wherever you may go
I’m right beside you
You don’t have to look no more

You don’t have to look no more, oh no

[Chorus]

It’s gonna be alright
It’s gonna be alright
It’s gonna be alright

This is a song
A song for the lonely

And that’s not you only
Through the darkest night
You’re gonna see the light

Love don’t need a reason
Just to leave you bleeding

Can you hear this prayer
Someone’s there

This is a song – for the lonely
Can you hear me tonight
For the broken hearted, battle scared
I’ll be by your side
And this is a song
for the lonely

Well, I hope the best for him and his future bf who will not be me, though deep down we both know that I want him to realized I am here and willing to make things work this time.

Oh well, I just need to move on. There is really no use in hoping he will let himself love me again. I need to just find my new life, direction and love. God is that scary! I know from the beginning of going to Mizzou that Geoff was the person I wanted to marry some day and wow, to think I have to start over. It makes me think that I just need to move to another school. I hate to say that I would do that, but honestly, looking into my options.

It would sure be easier if all of these damn pop stars were not in love! haha, they keep singing about being in love and then about losing it it. Damn them for putting so much effort into my life’s soundtrack. LoL!!!!

Well, I am going to end this post and start a new one on a different topic. Ciao for a few minutes.

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