Before heading to the airport, and making our sad goodbyes, Ryan took me to a part of San Francisco I didn’t even know existed. How I never knew about the beautiful Sutro Heights Park I am not sure but I am sure happy that Ryan brought me there for some beautiful vistas, a slow long walk through the trails and a little time before I left for Missouri to talk about our future together.
The thought of leaving Ryan and California for Missouri made me sick. The idea that I was choosing to live two thousand miles away from the person and the place that I love just didn’t make sense. Yet, for some reason, less than 45 minutes after making it to Sutro Heights Park, we were back in the car and heading to the airport.
When I start thinking about how much I miss Ryan and my friends in California I’m reminded thatliving in Columbia isn’t my permanent future. Someday, hopefully someday soon, I’ll make some dramatic changes in my life and it won’t be long before I’m no longer visitin California and instead, living there.
It has only been like 30 hours since I left Columbia and I can’t believe it but I’m homesick!
I went on Back to My Mac, which by the way, always works for me and checked in on my apartment using Photo Booth.
I use the PrePane hack, Secrets, to do some extra fun things with MobileMe’s Back to My Mac, you should all get it, btw.
Here’s the picture I got from Photo Booth.
I really need to take hots of the apartment with the new furniture, sorry I didn’t do that before I left.
Anyways, looking at a live shot of my apartment made me all sad that I wasn’t there. I want to see my fish, I want to enjoy my 55″ HDTV and I want to gaze into my 24″ iMac and ponder over government homework or what I should blog about next.
Never did I ever think I would miss Columbia, and maybe I don’t, I just miss my apartment. I love my apartment. It is big, it is clean, it is decorated, it is well equipped from the kitchen to the entertainment. It has 8 bottles of tasty wine waiting for me. I just spent $180 buying groceries that are waiting to be eaten.
The floors I just waxed and the new couch and chairs need to be worn in. I have only slept one night on my new bed!
But all of it is nothing when I keep it to myself. Happiness is nothing if not shared and with Ryan out of town, I can’t really share so much of it; but he returns Monday and I return Friday.
Well, I guess Micheal will keep the fish company, I miss him too. And Jeremy, and Max, and Brittany. And Kaldi’s and Starbucks.
I will have to find a way to keep myself occupied here. With my closest friend in Houston now in Seoul Korea, I can’t see him when I visit and I miss him so. We were best friends through high school helping each other out in so many different ways and through all the moves and the distance and the changes in our lives, we are every bit as close as ever.
Except that he’s in Seoul Korea and I’m in Houston, alone.
Wow, I need to get my head straight! I’m in Houston, I love this city.
Downtown Houston Skyline
Let’s go out in the world, maybe buy something for my camera, maybe eat something totally delicious. Stop personifying my apartment, no matter how much I love you.
Now if Chase could maybe make another trip down here from Columbia, I’d have a buddy with whom I’d waste time and money and enjoy every second of it.