Holy cow, my anxiety is, as Jim would put it, “ungodly high”. I woke up today, shaking and sweating like nothing else, ran to the bathroom to… throw up. Wow, talk about anxiety.
I talked with my psychiatrist today and of course the beautiful Amanda, always feel better after that. I am still super nervous about things, leaving Geoff is so hard…
I really have notbeen eating all that much due to the stress and I think it i starting ot catch up with me. I am even more tired than usual, I am weak, easiliy exhausted and etc. I just can’t eat, I feel so sick everytime I put food infront of me. I eat two eggs a day and some bread.
Last night was a blast. I went out with Micheal for Shake’s and then we went to Charlie’s and watched Kill Bill Vol. 1 and 2 with Charlie and his boyfriend, Larry. They are so cute, all three of them. Quite jealous of their incredible looks but ya know, takes all kinds.
Lunch with Micheal soon and then what?… I had to cancel breakfast with Landon, I felt way too sick to get out of bed, again. We might do dinner tonight, though I really don’t have the money for it, at all.
Anyways, gotta go, lunch.