The alarms are off and the person is gone. I hear people speaking spanish though… maybe someone left a television on.
I don’t want to leave, I just want to go to sleep on the couch and wake up tomorrow. I get upset of things and there is no good reason for it.
I did little to nothing that he did’nt do. Why do I feel so bad? Why am I the one crying? Is this simply spilt milk? Why can’t best friends keep things to themselves? Why why why? Sometimes I just want to be free. The moment I think I am free something happens to bring me back to Earth.
I don’t want to talk on the phone, I don’t want to chat on AIM. I will read ppl’s blogs to find out what is going on in their lives. If someone is near me and wants to talk, that would be nice. Someone wants to hold me and let me fall asleep with their touch, that is all I need.