So, for perhaps a second time in my life, I was kinda sorta stood up. Ok, well it might be more than twice that it has happened but… anyway. (three times)
I need to write on this thing more often. I stopped doing any writing on here because I was afraid I would upset people or put myself into situations that… that I would not like to be in, or put my family in those situations.
But, whatever. This is my place to rant on the things on my life, to celebrate life and to get some attention like I did in California. Sometimes people, options, offers and life has to find you. I am not going to spend my time trying to find life, it is all omnipresent.
Love is around the corner. Success is just a handshake away. Take control of life where you can; let fate, God, the wind take you the rest of the way.
Right now I am not as successful as I would like to be, I am not as smart as I would like to be. I am not in a relationship, as I would like to be. I am failing myself every single day, over and over. I would fire me at running my life if I could. But that’s ok and I’m ok with that because soon, that will all change.
Take charge of what I can, but the rest on cruise.
I ate a cup of extra crunch peanut butter while I typed this, not an easy feat. And you know what? I’m ok with that.
p.s. Lisa, you are an amazing person. I’m so glad you are a part of my life.