I really love this town.Â My dad and I had a long talk about where I want to live in the future, how I will make it happen and how my family will support me, emotionally, financially and otherwise.
I still don’t exactly know where I will be living, going to school, etc.Â Rumor has it that you might find me back at Mizzou next semester, of course it sounds like my apartment was given away from beneath me…Â So that does’nt really work for me.Â
Right now, paying $650 a month for an apartment is just too much for my income.Â One entire paycheck gone like that, blip!Â I hate that thought.Â I do have a house, of course, however it is in Forestville California which is aout thirty minutes from work and nearly an hour from the closest university.Â
I had fun with Jake, Brian and James the other night, after Jake and Brian headed out, some shifty-shadiness occurred, hurtful but whatever.Â I can get over it, ooops, I already am.Â It would be silly to let myself be upset over what happened, life is a bitch.
Lyrics from a song…Â Kayla gave me aÂ CD by The Spill Canvas for Christmas.
And he can’t understand
How everyone goes on breathing when true love ends
His mother whispers quietly…
Heaven’s not a place that you go when you die
It’s that moment in life when you actually feel alive
So live for the moment
And take this advice, live by every word
Love is just a hoax so forget anything that you have heard
And live for the moment now
I love those lyrics, they are so haunting, so depressing.Â The entire song, The Tide, is fabulous.Â Thanks Kayla!!!
I am now going to get out of this fabulous hotel room at the Omni.Â Normally my father stays at The Palace Hotel but this time aroudn we are enjoying the top floor of another fine place.
Actually, I invited Seth over for breakfast.Â Offered him free room service but he was running late this morning so we had to call it off.Â I enjoyed a wonderful breakfast in bed, albiet alone.Â I am going to shower and head to Macy’s to see Seth and then I guess I go back to Santa Rosa to see Lindsay for lunch and then… WORK!Â Whoop!Â Lindsay’s new nickname is Snow because she is the biggest flake I know… hehe, you know I love you Lindsay.
Hugs and Kisses, Much Love and Well Wishes!Â And Boo Radley Poo to those people who promise to call you and never do.