So I have not posted in a very long time, nothing regular and I am very sad about that. This journal is my escape, somehow repeating to the world my happiness and troubles makes everything better. Right now I am filled with troubles and filled with happiness. My most recently happiness has more recently become a trouble. This guy I was seeing, as friends and maybe more, suddenly wants nothing to do with me and I dont understand what could have happened. Tings were goign great, and then one day, just totlly out of the blue, he stopped talking to me. I have messaged him and I have called him and I have emailed him and still, nothing. It is compeltely confusing to me. And my battery is dying… I will write more soon!