I just lost a 5 paged post. I’m pissed.
I just wrote a post that was so long, my hands now ache. It covered all the things that had happened to me in the past year that I had not blogged about so far. It was hard to write. It was personal. It was impossibly well linked. It had pictures and trackbacks. It told a story I have never told anyone. It was emotional. It was real.
Now it’s gone and I am so pissed off. This hasn’t happened to me in years. Not since WordPress Autosaved.
Yeah, well it didn’t this time. I hit publish and it brought me to the login page. I even tried to quickly copy the entire post just in case, didn’t work.
I am so so so so so mad. This stuff shouldn’t happen.
I cannot type anymore, I’m nearly in tears and my hands hurt too much. Christ. The past hour and a half was a waste. Getting emotion out only to have it thrown away like trash doesn’t have the theraputic effect actually publishing does. WordPress is dead to me right now.