I just lost a 5 paged post. I’m pissed.
I just wrote a post that was so long, my hands now ache. It covered all the things that had happened to me in the past year that I had not blogged about so far. It was hard to write. It was personal. It was impossibly well linked. It had pictures and trackbacks. It told a story I have never told anyone. It was emotional. It was real.
Now it’s gone and I am so pissed off. This hasn’t happened to me in years. Not since WordPress Autosaved.
Yeah, well it didn’t this time. I hit publish and it brought me to the login page. I even tried to quickly copy the entire post just in case, didn’t work.
I am so so so so so mad. This stuff shouldn’t happen.
I cannot type anymore, I’m nearly in tears and my hands hurt too much. Christ. The past hour and a half was a waste. Getting emotion out only to have it thrown away like trash doesn’t have the theraputic effect actually publishing does. WordPress is dead to me right now.
I saw this ad the other day… It still has me confused.
[flv:Crying_Tylenol.flv 480 360]
So, tell me, what do you think they are saying here. Does crying relieve pain more than than Tylenol? I might have to watch this again.
So I haven’t been very good at updating, but this time around I have a really good excuse.
A little over a week ago, I had surgery on my left wrist to repair some damage from an old Starbucks accident.
It was supposed to be a really simple, 45 minutes, twilight anesthesia… Then it got bad. Turns out they had to cut a ligament or two, shave some bone and then put it all back together. So right now I’ve got just one wrist that actually works. Typing is a bitch and photography is nearly impossible.
So right now I’m a total gimp, and my medical fun doesn’t stop there! So far this week I have had four medical tests/exams and two more coming up. Yuck.
Right now I feel pretty darn fine, besides the pain in my left wrist. The vicodin helps but knocks me out and make me quite the entertainer as I attempt to walk around my apartment. Hilarious!
Ryan and I have an adorable garden… in our living room. It’s a little too cold to set the plants free but, soon enough.
Ok, sleepy time. Sorry I am so random, it’s late, yeah.