Twenty four years ago today my parents’ lives were changed forever. They finally had the son they had always wanted.
Well, I guess that had happened about a year earlier but this time they had the son they… Ok, ok, I was just the summer release sequel of the last year’s hit, Patrick.
I think I was a pretty cute kid, of course I’m partial to thinking so. I think I was born to be a model, now I don’t dare claim to have grown into being a model, sadly, but I sure had the look.
Here I am pretending that I’m bulimic. No, not really, but it’s anyone’s guess as to what the hell I was doing with my hand.
It is crazy to me that I have changed so much, but clearly, I have always been gay. I mean, look at that picture, gay gay gay!
Today however, 24 years after birth, I’m headed home to Houston with my mom. With Ryan in Tennessee and nothing really happening in Columbia, I figured, why not? Sadly, I kinda ruined a surprise birthday from Micheal, Jenny and Co. That sucks, if I had known I would not have purchased my return flight and just hung out in Columbia. However, we are planning to do something when I get back in town and you are all invited!
As of right now we have about seven more hours of driving. I’m lucky to only have the task of sitting in the car since I’m not insured on this rental car.
I’m hoping to be able to visit my cousins in Rockport Texas who I have seen once in like four years and will miss not seeing Joseph who now lives in Seoul Korea! Joseph has always been the highlight of visiting Houston.
Well, that’s really it for now I guess, I need to read my blogroll which I am way behind in doing. Catch you guys later!
Last night, while Ryan worked hard all night saving lives, Micheal and I joined Dustin, Annalee and Seema at the Piano bar for some good times.
We drank a top hat. It’s like Sangria plus hard liquor. It’s like heaven. It’s $12.
It’s really big and Micheal and Annalee drank it all. (Well, not really)
It was a really fun night. I’m glad Micheal called me to go hang out. 🙂 We were txt messaging Jenny the entire time, sending pictures and our love. Next week Micheal and I are going to Saint Louis to visit her and go to Showtune Tuesday. How exciting!
Ryan and I had this plan. The plan was that we would have a couple of friends join us to St. Louis where Six Flags was “celebrating” GLBT Day. The idea was, two hotel rooms, one car, four friends driving, having drinks with mutual and new friends Saturday night, waking up Sunday and picking up Jenny and going to the park for a fun filled day of rides and expensive bottles of water.
My car broke down. A recalled part landed my car in the shop. Coincidentally, that recalled part cost me money to get fixed…
Ryan’s car was too small for four people and the air conditioner is on the fritz so we investigated a rental car. Every dealer was sold out.
Jeremy’s cousin volunteered to drive us, quite nice of her. A few problems there. That made a total of five people driving up in a car made for four people. Never mind picking up Jenny the next day, never mind that we wouldn’t have a way to see our friends for drinks that night. Never mind that the other three in the car would be under 21 and thus unable to go out with us.
We get about ten miles outside of town when I get a phone call from my dad that he has managed to get us a rental car. Our driver reluctantly turns the car around. (Not so secretly, I was thankful to get out of the car. Between the packed backseat to the driving skills of our 17 year old driver… I was ready to get the hell out of there).
$75 a day, 14-20mpg and you have to be 25 to rent it. I’m 23. Reluctantly, again, our driver brings us back to the condo. Ryan and I decide we will just take his mustang. It was really the only choice. So we go inside the condo to pick up a few things… and notice the fabulous trail of chocolate tracked in by my flip flops.
For real? OMG.
We work hard to clean up the mess, it was actually a bit fun, thanks mostly to Ryan’s eternally positive attitude.
So we clean up the floor, pick up our things, get some gas, buy a few drinks and drive. We have fun in the car because… well we always have fun together. If left on an otherwise deserted island and given the option to bring one thing with me, it would be Ryan.
He makes me laugh, he makes me see the brighter side of things. He makes me feel whole.
Ryan would bring hydrogen peroxide. He isn’t as romantic as I am in times like these. wink wink
We make it to the hotel, we get dinner, and ultimately decide that driving 40 minutes to meet our already partially drunk friends at a bar and then have to find our way home would be a bad idea. Plus our other three people are under 21.
After about an hour of talking to each other about me allowing myself to be trampled on by my friends and my exes, we head downstairs to the bar. Ryan charms the bartender, I drink my vodka and Sprite. It was tasty. We again, have a wonderful time together.
We wake up, head to Jenny’s, get lost… get lost some more. Get bagels, cheat the system at Panera, get to Jenny’s, eat said bagels, meet her roommate, meet her roommate’s boyfriend and his friend, head to Six Flags. We forget the camera. Holy shit.
About the park later.
After the day at the park, we went back to Jenny’s, took a nap, took a shower, and headed out to see Geoffrey for dinner. Got lost, then we got really lost. Then we made it.
This weekend has convinced me that Ryan and I have to get a Garmin, or at the least, I’ll definitely have to get the new iPhone 3G with built in GPS. Holy hell.
I was walking through East Campus to find something to take pics of.Â I kinda left empty handed, there is only so much in Columbia I guess.Â I should branch out.Â I did get a few pictures that I like.
It was a long but enjoyable day, starting with opening Starbucks and then walking all over town taking pics, off to the Brothel to hang out with Jenny, Micheal, Megan… and now I’m back here watching TV and about to head to bed.
Love to you all.Â Tomorrow I plan to get my car looked at, get that dent taken care of, do some more photography (hopefully some creative muse will join me), hang out with Geoff and hopefully get the dimensions of my new apartment.
All my people are leaving me! Today Geoff, Jenny, Jim, Jake, Josh, Shannon, Megan, Matt, Eric, Annie, … They’re all graduated. Congratulations to you all.
Today I should have graduated, let’s hope next year will be my year. I won’t be convinced until I’m walking the stage.
It is hard to think about living in Columbia without these people, and the many other unnamed in this post. You were all so very special to me and have had an incredible impact on who I am today.
I can look back to my freshman year, virgin, freshly out and learning how to make friends on my own. Immediately Geoff was in my life, and it was truly love at first sight. But our love was to be put on hold until we were ready to be with each other. We eventually made our relationship official and a world of firsts began.
We all know how it ended, it wasn’t pretty. But like a phoenix rising from the ashes, our friendship still rings true. That is true love, true friendship.
I will have lost the four most important people in my life this year, lost to Washington DC and St. Louis. Jenny and Geoff are both heading to St. Louis to continue their education. I’m so proud of them and their devotion to their life’s work. Landon and Jim are in and off to Washington DC. Landon headed there last semester but went through his second graduation this week gaining another degree from Mizzou. Saying goodbye to him just an hour ago was more emotional that I had expected.
It will take great effort on my part not to feel alone now, now that the absolute closest people in my life have left this part of their journey through life with me still trailing behind.Â As I watch the last Lord of the Rings movie on TBS, I am reminded of A) how dorky I am, B) How much Geoff and I loved to watch this movie together, and C) how special true friends are.
On a less emotional note, where were the fashion police when this woman put on her fingernail polish?Â Yikes.
This semester ended with great grades, a confusing (and yet promising) relationship(sorta), the departing of friends, the rekindling of old friendships (Dave, lunch was so much fun) and the start of a new(ish) life, and even more independence.